Wild Scotland -- an Interview with Author Gill Hoffs
Gill Hoffs, author of Wild: a collection |
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IMBO: Gill, welcome to I Must Be Off! Reading your stories and non-fiction in your new collection Wild, I can smell the sea air and hear the waves. What is your connection to the sea?
Hoffs: I was raised in towns and villages along the west coast of Scotland, and lived in a 17th century cottage with a seaview from about the age of ten. It had walls deeper than my outstretched arms and the roof leaked whenever it rained. On the west coast, it rains a lot. I could smell the salt sea air and the stink of rotting seaweed in summer as I played in the garden (if I wasn't too near the septic tank), and hear the crash of waves when it was stormy, as it frequently was there. I wasn't happy in that old cottage and tended to spend my time either staring out to sea or wandering about the fields and the shore, mucking about in the streams and caves there and exploring some tumbledown huts which had been used to provide 'Borstal boys' from the Kibble School in Paisley with a holiday before I was born. I'd fill my pockets with books and snacks and hope I didn't need the toilet while I was out - that kind of thing's trickier to deal with when you can't pee standing up without soaking your socks.
IMBO: I sometimes soak my socks anyway. What are Borstal Boys?
Greenan Castle |
IMBO: I remember similar ruins in my teenage years. As you were exploring these places as a teen, were you aware that they'd later become part of your fiction? And your non-fiction?
Hoffs: No - I always thought of writing as something other people did. But then, I thought the same of working in children's homes. I'm very glad things have panned out as they have, and that I can explore the ruins through my writing and commit them to the page. Especially since the huts have gone now so memories are all that are left apart from a cleared area on the shore where they moved the rocks to make a swimming pool.
"Having English blood and heritage meant being spat on at school -- one boy had parents who smoked, so it was quite a colourful lungful that stuck to my skirt . . ."
IMBO: Your father is from Northern Ireland, your mother from England, but you grew up "Scottish"--do you feel Scottish? And if you do--and even if you don't--could you describe the feeling for us?
University of Glasgow |
IMBO: I hear that in your writing. You have quite a lot of children in your work, but they don't often giggle. They're more often lost or outsiders.
Hoffs: Well, I
really feel for children and animals, and vividly remember as a child
being an outsider and feeling terribly lost myself. This is fairly
typical for writers of fiction, or so I gather. If you can't escape
physically you escape mentally instead, using your imagination or
somebody else's. In some people this leads to mental illness, in some
it leads to lying or fantasising on the page. Or a combination of
both.
The stories that spill out fully formed, surprising me
as they take shape on the page, feature characters or situations which
include snippets of people and places I was drawn to as a child. "Acceptance" and "Firework Sand" in Wild: a collection
are prime
examples of this. I suppose it's a kind of lucid dreaming in text. When
we were taught the theories behind the purpose of dreaming at Uni,
just over a decade ago, there was a school of thought that held dreams
are the brain's way of consolidating memories and organising storage
(I'm paraphrasing here -- the lectures on abnormal psychology were more
my thing). I think the same is true of writing fiction and creative
nonfiction.
I knew children who were horribly abused while I was growing up, including a girl who killed herself to escape her brother's 'attentions', and before I had my son I worked in children's homes in Scotland and England. Reading was my salvation, and I tried to pass this coping mechanism onto the kids.
IMBO: I've often commented that reading, especially humor, is curative. In terms of a coping mechanism, does it matter what one reads?
Dunure Shore |
I knew children who were horribly abused while I was growing up, including a girl who killed herself to escape her brother's 'attentions', and before I had my son I worked in children's homes in Scotland and England. Reading was my salvation, and I tried to pass this coping mechanism onto the kids.
IMBO: I've often commented that reading, especially humor, is curative. In terms of a coping mechanism, does it matter what one reads?
Hoffs: Agreed. I think the act of reading itself is beneficial for a person's mental state: again, I'm paraphrasing (and my memory's dreadful) but studies have shown that the act of moving your eyes from side to side has a beneficial effect on a person's mental state and helps to calm them. I don't know what percentage of the world's readers primarily read horizontally rather than vertically arranged characters or letters, or whether there have been any studies exploring any links with mental health, but I'd be interested to know more if anybody has any information on it. As for subject matter, well, I'd be inclined to suggest that those with depression avoid anything likely to encourage suicidal ideation -- that goes for music, too -- but for me sugar-sweet endings and happy-sappy stories only ever make me feel bored or worse than I did before. Crime thrillers and horror generally include principal characters with mental strength and vigour doing things rather than allowing things to be done to them, fighting their fate, and meeting their adversaries in brave and creative ways. This excited my imagination and spurred me on in my obstinate ways, and these are still my genres of choice for reading material, although I'm drawn to history books which include first person accounts, too. Despite being 33, I'm also a big fan of children's books and I would recommend Michael Rosen's The Sad Book to anybody who is grieving or is likely to be soon.

IMBO: That makes so much sense: that strong characters who fight fate and adversaries are more important than happy endings. From the non-fiction section of Wild, I can see that you're drawn to history. So many shipwrecks and ship disasters.
Ayr Beach |
IMBO: Hear, hear, Gill. I have enjoyed this talk so much. Thank you for stopping by. I wish you much success with Wild, which I loved. You've showed me a Scotland that I didn't know.
Hoffs: Thank you! It's been very stimulating, and if you're ever up here, I hope you'll let me show you the Wild side of Scotland in person. But only if you promise to wear clean socks!
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Gill Hoff's Wild: a collection is available from Pure Slush HERE.
Christopher Allen is the author of the absurdist satire Conversations with S. Teri O'Type.
hi Chris and Gill! First I want to say I love your blog and your
ReplyDeletelovely interview with Gill. I was also stuck at how similar our blogs themes are: you "must be off" while I feel like a "moving target." So much so that I've had to neglect it of late but I'm hoping to return to it once fall is here and work slows down (I hope). Its clear though that we are both eager for new vistas and new experiences. I can't be as mobile as you, but I’m looking forward to living your adventures vicariously through you.
Gill looking forward to getting to know you and making a new friend.
Best,
Dora
Hi, Dora! Thank you so much for taking the time to leave a comment. There's a bug in the system that makes it feat (and you did it!). Glad you liked the interview.
DeleteI'm looking forward to seeing more from your blog.
Chris :)
Speaking of sticking needles in a doll... it took about 2 hours to leave the above comment! after finally getting the content right, I had to convince google I am who I say I am. since getting this new android the fun never stops and everyday is an adventure! truly the phones will one day rule the world.
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